jee/jeri/mommy/daddi (lizardjee) wrote in lesbian_preg,

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twin update

the doppler studies on jax are not getting better. the MFM doc said yesterday pretty much that she is going to send me to the hospital and have them take them at 34 weeks. so i basically have 9 or days left of being pregnant. ( assuming that the doppler studies are not any worse on friday and next tuesday. )

that would be a 2-3 week nicu stay. i am trying to come to terms with everything. i have been a self-contained unit of 3 for 32+ weeks. i do not want to come home without our babies. i am afraid of feeling empty and alone..
i am so not ready.
i really do not know what to do with myself.. so i am just working like crazy on their blankets now to keep my mind occupied. i am exhausted and cannot think straight.
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