that would be a 2-3 week nicu stay. i am trying to come to terms with everything. i have been a self-contained unit of 3 for 32+ weeks. i do not want to come home without our babies. i am afraid of feeling empty and alone..
i am so not ready.
i really do not know what to do with myself.. so i am just working like crazy on their blankets now to keep my mind occupied. i am exhausted and cannot think straight.